'Broken Toy'

This is an emotional vent for me. People have always liked to toy with me and my emotions all through school, but what if something happen. What if it goes too far. What if the person that is being toyed with is injured or commits sucide or snaps. The people that toyed with the person, would they not feel guilty.

Currently, I feel extremly lonely, abandoned, ignored and just plain abused. This does not include my online friends though. My biggest problem is that I have a hard time openly expessing my emotions, so people never know that I have a problem. I don't even know how much more 'toying' I can take before I finally snap.

I'm just plain sick of how I'm being treated by my fellow human beings...